Mahal Kita Kulupeng! :D

Hi my Everything, I miss you badly. I miss the days and nights of being with you. I miss your hugs and kisses, I miss your love, and I miss your smiles and laughs, I miss everything that we’ve been shared as one; eating with one plate, happy living life with each other, our good and bad times together, and those things that made our relationship sturdy and well-built. Isn’t it happy when your hear people says that they want to be like us, that they want to have a strong relationship like we have.  But every human being has no contentment in life, and that is the reason why we came to this point. To the point that we (almost) don’t want to see each other because we don’t want to feel the absence of one another. To the point that when you fall no one is there to help you stand, and when you run through the trials of life there’s no one to hold your hands and cheer you up. I keep on asking myself why? Why do you have to do all those shit to me? Why her? I mean the kind of person she is, I’m not degrading her but I know I’m (almost) better than her, than she is, than she was, than she will be.  Am I not enough? Does she love you more than I do? What does she gave you? Is she prettier than me? I know I’ am better than her, in many aspects of life but then she won, and you’re the prize. And the better one is now a big loser. But after all those things, I still love you and until now, I’m holding on to something that one day our love for each other will come back, knowing that it won’t. However, I’m still wishing and hoping and longing for the time, when we can be together again. I believe our love will find a way… ;)

A friend or an enemy

Friend…

-          The one who is not hostile.

-          The one who supports you in everything you do.

-          The one who’s there when you are down.

-          The one who’s there when you are in the hardest part of your life.

-          The one who never leaves you.

Enemy…

-          The one who is hostile.

-          The one who always try to ruin you.

-          The one who’s envy when you’re winning.

-          The one who always try to pull you down.

-          The one who laughs at you when you’re sad.

So now, who are you? Kaibigan o kaaway? Sabi mo mag kakaibigan tayo, sabi mo nandyan ka lang palagi kapag kailangan ka namin, sabi mo maasahan ka namin sa maraming bagay. Bakit sabi nila hindi mo raw kami gusto? Sinisiraan mo daw kami sakanila. Sino yung totoo? Ikaw o sila?

Nung una palang kitang nakita alam kong hindi mag kakasundo yung mga ugali natin. But then I still tried to be nice to you, to be a good friend to you or I rather say to be a good stranger to you. Alam ko naman mabait ka, mabait ka kapag kasama mo kami, mabait ka kapag ikaw wala kang kasama, mabait ka kapag may kailangan ka. Ang bait mo kaya, kasi pati yung pwede mong ituring na mga tunay mong kaibigan sinisiraan mo pa sa iba. Yung tipong may masabi ka lang sa ibang tao handa kang siraan yung kaibigan mo, yung bang may mapag usapan lang kayo sasabihin mo lahat kahit yung mga sikretong ipinag katiwala sayo. Kung sabagay kung ako nga na malapit sayo nagawa mo yun eh, ano pa sa kaibigan ko diba? Ano pa at hindi mo sya pwedeng tawagin na divider at mang aagaw ng kaibigan. Pero kung ako yung tinutukoy mong inagaw nya na kaibigan, wag kang mag alala hindi tayo mag kaibigan, at kung naging man tapos na yun. Napaka rami mo ng pag kakamaling nagawa saakin, saamin para ipag patuloy pa natin tong pag kakaibigan na to. Sayang… sayang yung mga chances na binigay namin sayo para mag bago ka, para baguhin mo yung maling nakaugalian mo. Alam ko wala kaming karapatan na maging ganito, pero sana alam mo rin na wala kang karapatan na gawin yung mga ganitong bagay saamin.

Kaibigan ka ba talaga? Kasi kapag nag kakamali kami sa mga ginagawa namin natutuwa ka, kapag may na gagalit samin o may tao na hindi naming gusto, sinusulsulan mo pa kami na mas lalong magalit. Bakit kakumpitensya yung tingin mo saamin kapag may exam? Bakit kapag kailangan namin ng tulong mo hindi ka pwede? Bakit sinisiraan mo kami sa ibang tao? Bakit kapag may problema ka saamin sa iba pa namin dapat malaman? Diba dapat sayo, kasi mag kaibigan naman tayo. Are you a friend or an enemy? I’M SORRY. And Please don’t hate us because we’re better than you, just hate yourself because you’re not good like us.

In today’s world it is very hard to find true friends that who will stay with you when you are in need and who we can completely hang on. Even we find such friends, it is still very difficult to keep them close to us. but you guys are the special gifts that GOD gave me. I thank you for always being there for me whenever I need a true friend. I would not have been able to get out in the most difficult times of my life, if you were not there with me providing love, care and support. and I am so thankful for that and thank you for creating a unique distinction in my life. I love you Marla Charisse Santos and Prudensio Carlo Ravago. You're such a great friends! ;)

Happy Bithday boyfriend forever. ;)

Hi Daddy, Happy 91st Birthday to you! I know you're still with me, I know you're still looking at me and i know you are trying to take care of me every single moment of my life. How are you there? I really really miss you, I want to see you now and hug you tight. :'( 

I'm always thinking of you... i'm longing for you every minute of my day, but all I have is you memories. Your memories that i will keep for the rest of my life, the memories that i will use to strengthen me and to face all my fears. I love daddy. Sana magkita tayo uli kahit po sa panaginip ko lang po. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita! Happy Birthday daddy! I love you and I will always do.

 Ganito kasi yun... 
First day of school ( s.y 2010 -2011) Second year na ako tapos freshmen sya, nag lalakad lang kami ng mga kaibigan ko tapos nakita ko sya. Cute sya. pero hindi ko naman pinansin na cute sya, naisip ko lang...


Araw araw nakikita ko sya, at yung feeling na ang saya ko kapag nakikita ko sya. tapos smiling face pa sya. Second semister nun, sumali sya sa theater group namin sa school, grabe... ang cute nya. :"> Tapos February 2011 may play kami pero mag kapatid kami sa play na yun. Yung set up, mag katabi kami tapos may mga lines na para saaming dalawa lang. Mygaaad. Hindi ako makapag concentrate, kinikilig talaga ako at sabi nung bestfriend ko sobrang pula ko na daw talaga. Ang hirap huminga, alam mo yun???


Pagkatapos ng play namin nag palitan kami ng number. :"> feeling ko naman crush niya din ako, pero syempre member sya ng group kaya ayunnag palitan kami. Tapos yung mga sumunod na araw nagkatext na kami ang sweet nya lang katext at ang bait bait pa. Alam mo hanggang ngayon hindi nag babago yung pakiramdam ko na sa tuwing mag kakasalubong kami at ngingitian nya ako gumuguho yung mundo ko at parang tumitigil yung oras ko. Yung bang pag lampas nya nag tatalon ako sa tuwa. Pero kasi ngayon nalaman nya na na crush ko sya. :"( Hindi na sya nag tetext, kahit group message tapos pag nag kikita kami hindi narin kami nag papansinan. Bakit ganon??? Nakakalungkot lang kasi ang tagal tagal na tapos biglang ganito lang... 

My heart has a mind of its own

People try and tell me that it’s crazy you and I were never meant to be. I don’t believe they know and even if it’s so I’m fallen’ anyway no matter what they say. A part of me was taking me by the hand the world can’t see still they can’t understand why they can’t understand… My heart has a mind of its own right or wrong it’s gonna do only what it feel is true I’ll follow it where ever it goes anywhere it leads me to my heart has a mind of its own. Maybe we will always be together maybe it’ll last a thousand years ain’t know body knows, and even if they did it wouldn't matter now I’d love you anyhow. A part of me was taking me by the hand the world can’t see still they can’t understand why they can’t understand… My heart has a mind of its own right or wrong it’s gonna do only what it feel is true I’ll follow it where ever it goes anywhere it leads me to my heart has a mind of its own. My heart know what I needing my heart knows what I’m feeling it knows me better that I know myself my heart knows what I’m missing all I have to do is listen and listen well. 

You're still the ONE!

I miss the apple to my pie, the straw to my berry, and the one I wanna marry.

Miss na miss na kita masura ko. Pero pinipilit ko padin na wag nalang kasi alam ko na hindi nadin tayo magiging tulad ng dati. Pinipilit kong masanay na wala ka, pinipilit kong wag ka itext sa umaga, pinipilit kong wag ka ng maalala. Pinipilit kong ngumiti kapag nakikita kong may katext ka ibang, pinipilit kong maging maayos kapag makikita mo ako. Pinipilit kong matuto masura ko, pinipilit kong tanggapin na kahit kelan hindi ka na uli magiging akin, na kahit kelan hindi na maibabalik yung tayo. Vanje ang sakit. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko kapag nakikita kita. Hirap na hirap talaga ako. Swear. Gusto na kitang makalimutan pero bakit tuwing gagawin ko pinaparamdam mong nandyan ka? Bakit kapag iiwasan na kita lalapit ka? Bakit kapag kailangan kita dumadating ka? Bakit hindi mo nalang ako pabayaan baka sakaling makalimutan na kita.

Naalala ko pa yung araw na nakipag break ako, sobrang sakit talaga at ayokong gawin, pero kailangan para matuto tayo. Pero sana hindi ko nalang ginawa kung alam kong magiging ganito. Sana hinayaan ko nalang, sana tiniis ko nalang, sana mas minahal nalang kita. Edi sana may tayo pa. Ngayon ko lang narealize na Masaya pala yung 2011, kasi yun yung taon na sobrang mahal natin yung isa’t isa, at yun din yung taon na wala na talaga. February 14, 2011, July 26, 2011, September 21, 2011, December 14, 2011, December 23, 2011, December 25, 2011, December 27, hanggang December 31, 2011. Naalala mo pa lahat yan? Ako hindi ko makalimutan, kasi ang saya saya ko talaga nung mga araw na yan. Sana sura ko hindi nalang natapos yung December 31 no? nung nanood tayo ng sine tapos gumala tayo, tapos yung kiniss mo ako sa noo kahit maraming tao. Tapos sabi mo tatapusin natin yung taon na mag kasama tayo at sasalubungin natin yung bagong taon na mag kasama parin tayo. Nasaan ka ngayon? Bat iniwan mo ako? Hindi mo na ba ako mahal masura ko? Hindi na ba ako yung gusto mong maging nanay ng anak mo? Hindi na ba ako yung isasama mo kahit nag tatrabaho ka? Hindi na ba ako yung gusto mong Makita kapag gumigising at matutulog ka? Hindi na ba ako yung gusto mong makasama hanggang sa pag tanda mo? Hindi mo na ba talaga ako mahal? Kasi ako kahit anong gawin ko mahal na mahal parin kita. Walang nag bago, ako padin to masura ko. Ako padin yung kaibigan, kapatid at girlfriend mo. Ako padin si Carla na nakilala at minahal mo. Sana naaalala mo pa ako. Sana. I miss you my everything. 

My dream someone

(I think I found you)

Love at first sight, second sight, third sight and until now.

Sometimes I feel cold as steel, broken like I’m never gonna heal. But I saw a light and hope in a giant man like you.

When I was young I have a dream “someone”. Someone who’s tall, dark and yummy. Someone who’s smart and sporty. Kaya when I saw you, I was like; Oh my GOD! Am I dreaming?

Seriously, the first time I saw you I had a crush on you. Lalo naman nung nakilala na kita, nakasama at nakabiruan. Mas lalo mong pinatunayan na ikaw si long lost dream guy ko. Then we became friends, nahiya na tuloy akong mag ka-crush sayo. Syempre we’re in the same campus, same department and same circle of friends. Sige nga tama pa bang crush-in kita? Hindi na diba? Bukod sa nakakailang, nakakahiya kaya sayo. Malaman mo pa! (Duh) Nung nagkakwentuhan tayo, I mean sa text, okay ka. Tapos nung broken hearted ako you helped me to move-on. I’m so lucky to be with you, you’re like my best friends; Quatro and Michael. Alam mo mahal talaga ako ni Lord, umalis si quarto, mikee at van tapos dumating ka. Coincidence or fate? If coincidence, Thank GOD. If this is fate, Thank GOD & I love it. Then suddenly, Nalaman ko na bet na bet mo si BFF ko, what a small world for us. But it’s okay, yung crush ko lang naman ay may crush na iba at nakaaway ko pa. diba? Ayan! Hindi na talaga kita crush. And lastly, ang moody mo, hindi ko na-imagine na si dream guy ko ay moody. Ayun ang pinaka ayaw ko! Ayan panalo ka na kasi hindi na talaga kita crush.

Sabi ni Jahara (one of my super girlfriends) hanapin ko daw yung lalaking wala ako. Una lalaki ka, babae ako, matangkad ka, maliit ako, sporty ka, tamad ako, moody ka, stable ako, at ang bait mo tapos masama ang ugali ko. See?? Ikaw si dream guy but sadly I’ am not your dream girl.

Hi Dade, Kumusta na po kayo? Ako naman po dito okay naman, alam ko de nakikita nyo po ako kaya alam ko din po na alam nyo yung mga pinapag daanan ko. Ang hirap de, Sana nandito ka. Kasi po natatandaan ko dati kapag malungkot ako makikipag kwentuhan lang ako sainyo, tapos mag kukwento ka ng mga experiences mo ayun makakalimutan ko na na malungkot ako. Tapos naaalala ko pa nga kapag pinapagalitan ako ni mama atsaka kapag pinapalo nya ako magagalit ka sakanya kasi ayaw mong sinasaktan ako, hanggang lumaki na ako ganon ka padin sakin, di ka nag bago. Kung hindi dahil sayo hindi buo yung pag katao ko, hindi ko nakita si papa ko, at ikaw yung nandyan para gampanan yung mga kailangan namin ni kuya. Napaka swerte ko de kasi ikaw yung lolo na binigay sakin, hindi kita nakakalimutan, araw araw naiisip kita. Dade natatandaan mo yung sinabi ko sayo nung elementary palang ako na gusto ko pag gagraduate ako ng college ikaw yung aakyat sa stage para samahan ako? Tapos sabi mo sasamahan mo ako basta mag aral akong mabuti, 3^rd na po ako de. Sa isang taon gagraduate na po ako. Sayang hindi na po natin matutupad yung mga pangarap natin. Dadalin pa kita sa ibang bansa diba de? Gusto ko talagang iparanas sayo yung sarap ng buhay, kaya po ako nag aaral para sainyo nila mama eh, para hindi na tayo mahirapan. Natatandaan ko pa lagi mong sinsabi sakin na mag aral akong mabuti at mag iingat ako palagi, kasi wala akong ibang kakampi sa mundong ‘to kundi yung sarili ko at yung edukasyon yung kayamanang hindi nila maagaw sakin. Namimiss na kita daddy, Pag may umaaway sakin wala na akong masumbungan at kahit sinasabi ko parin sayo yung mga problema ko hindi ko naman din naririnig yung mga payo mo na gusto mong gawin ko. Sana po nandito pa kayo, ayoko pong isipin na malas ako kahit lahat ng tatay ko nawawala sakin, napaka swerte ko nga po eh, kasi kahit hindi kop o nakita si papa nandyan ka naman para saamin. Tama ka de, na hindi mahalaga yung kayaman kung walang pagmamahal, Kahit mahirap lang tayo nag mamahalan naman po tayo, kahit gipit tayo sa buhay hindi naman tayo nag iiwanan, diba ang sabi mo sakin na okay lang mag lakad na sira sira yung damit mo basta maganda yung kalooban mo, basta alam mong wala kang tinatapakan na tao. Hindi mahalaga sakin yung kayaman kasi ikaw palang kayamanan ko na, at kayong lahat na nag mamahal sakin. Maraming salamat po kasi kahit sa maikling panahon nag karoon ako ng isang tulad mo, na totoo yung pagmamahal. Mahal na mahal kita de, umaasa po ako na minsan makikita ko din po kayo ni papa. Ikumusta nyo nalang po ako sakanya ha? Pakisabi din po na mahal na mahal na mahal ko sya kahit hindi ko na sya maalala. 

A friend or an enemy

Friend…

-          The one who is not hostile.

-          The one who supports you in everything you do.

-          The one who’s there when you are down.

-          The one who’s there when you are in the hardest part of your life.

-          The one who never leaves you.

Enemy…

-          The one who is hostile.

-          The one who always try to ruin you.

-          The one who’s envy when you’re winning.

-          The one who always try to pull you down.

-          The one who laughs at you when you’re sad.

So now, who are you? Kaibigan o kaaway? Sabi mo mag kakaibigan tayo, sabi mo nandyan ka lang palagi kapag kailangan ka namin, sabi mo maasahan ka namin sa maraming bagay. Bakit sabi nila hindi mo raw kami gusto? Sinisiraan mo daw kami sakanila. Sino yung totoo? Ikaw o sila?

Nung una palang kitang nakita alam kong hindi mag kakasundo yung mga ugali natin. But then I still tried to be nice to you, to be a good friend to you or I rather say to be a good stranger to you. Alam ko naman mabait ka, mabait ka kapag kasama mo kami, mabait ka kapag ikaw wala kang kasama, mabait ka kapag may kailangan ka. Ang bait mo kaya, kasi pati yung pwede mong ituring na mga tunay mong kaibigan sinisiraan mo pa sa iba. Yung tipong may masabi ka lang sa ibang tao handa kang siraan yung kaibigan mo, yung bang may mapag usapan lang kayo sasabihin mo lahat kahit yung mga sikretong ipinag katiwala sayo. Kung sabagay kung ako nga na malapit sayo nagawa mo yun eh, ano pa sa kaibigan ko diba? Ano pa at hindi mo sya pwedeng tawagin na divider at mang aagaw ng kaibigan. Pero kung ako yung tinutukoy mong inagaw nya na kaibigan, wag kang mag alala hindi tayo mag kaibigan, at kung naging man tapos na yun. Napaka rami mo ng pag kakamaling nagawa saakin, saamin para ipag patuloy pa natin tong pag kakaibigan na to. Sayang… sayang yung mga chances na binigay namin sayo para mag bago ka, para baguhin mo yung maling nakaugalian mo. Alam ko wala kaming karapatan na maging ganito, pero sana alam mo rin na wala kang karapatan na gawin yung mga ganitong bagay saamin.

Kaibigan ka ba talaga? Kasi kapag nag kakamali kami sa mga ginagawa namin natutuwa ka, kapag may na gagalit samin o may tao na hindi naming gusto, sinusulsulan mo pa kami na mas lalong magalit. Bakit kakumpitensya yung tingin mo saamin kapag may exam? Bakit kapag kailangan namin ng tulong mo hindi ka pwede? Bakit sinisiraan mo kami sa ibang tao? Bakit kapag may problema ka saamin sa iba pa namin dapat malaman? Diba dapat sayo, kasi mag kaibigan naman tayo. Are you a friend or an enemy? I’M SORRY. And Please don’t hate us because we’re better than you, just hate yourself because you’re not good like us.

Is it wrong to fall in love with a friend? I don’t know but I think I’m in love. Every time I saw you, I really don’t know what to do. Every time that I’m with you or even seeing you makes me smile. I’m really happy whenever you’re around; I guess I’m starting to fall in love with you. I know this is wrong, but what shall I do?  If only I could turn back time or either the things that we’ve shared, I would. Believe me, I really feel bad about this. I want to tell you everything about this shit but I don’t want you to get mad at me and I don’t want you to avoid me. I never thought that this point will come; I thought this is just an ordinary feeling. I’m so sorry my friend. But don’t worry I will do anything to forget about this feeling. 

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Hello 2012, finally you’re here. Welcome & please be good to me. I’ am hoping for a great year with lots of good surprises, huge success and sweet life. I have tons of wishes and dreams this year and I’ am positively hoping for it. I wish!

Last year was also a good year to me, there are many experiences that I really don’t expect; downfalls, heartbreaks, failures, and of course triumphs, and sweet victories. I love 2011; it really makes me brave, most especially in life. I’ am fearless, I think.

I got a lot of wishes and resolutions this year and I’m looking forward for it.

I want to be someone with a right decision and high aspirations in life. I want to be optimistic, cheerful, positive thinker, and gorgeous (gorgeous with a big smile). I want to be someone who I really want to be, I want to be a better person, like everybody wish.

Sincerely yours,

Carla Camille Miguel

January 1, 2012

Dearest December,

You’re about to end. Thank you so much for being so nice to me. I will never forget you. I swear. Ang dami mong tinuro sakin na mga dapat kong matutunan, pinalakas mo ko, pinasaya, pina-iyak.

Alam mo ngayon ko lang naramdaman na talagang nasaktan ako ng taong sobrang minahal ko, ang sakit pala no? Ang sakit pala mag mahal ng totoo. Akala ko sa TV lang nangyayari yun. Mayaman kasi yung minahal ko, tapos mahirap lang ako. Ang gaganda ng mga binibigay niya sakin, ang mamahal di ko kayang tapatan yun kaya EFFORT nalang yung binibigay ko. Hindi ko kasi sya kayang bigyan ng mga bagay na alam kong gusto nya, pero effort talaga ako pag may big event sa buhay nya, pag birthday nya at anniversary namin. Di ko sya nabibigyan ng mga mamahaling gamit pero alam ko, nararamdaman ko Masaya naman sya dun kahit papano. Tuwing birthday niya at anniversary namin may regalo naman ako atsaka card at letter, alam ko naman na di matutumbasan ng kahit anong bagay yung laman ng mga sulat ko, at sinusulat ko yung habang masaya ako. Di man sya ganon kamahal pero alam ko kahit papano magugustuhan nya yun. Lagi kaming magkasama, papasok sa school at pauwi, pero hindi kami nag kakasama sa school kasi ayokong tanggalin yung social life nya at umikot lang sakin yung mundo nya, basta mag kasabay kaming papasok at uuwi maligaya na ko nun. Kapag weekends magkasama kami, wala akong sinasabing gusto ko kasi makasama ko lang sya masaya na ko, Basta nakikita ko sya Masaya na ko. Hindi ako naniniwala sa mga taong ayaw siya at hindi sya faithful sakin kasi alam ko mahal nya ako. Kahit may mga naririnig akong ganon hindi ako naniniwala hanggang di ko nakikita. Hindi ko alam kung tanga ba ako o ganon lang talaga. Alam mo sya lahat ng una ko, first love, first kiss, first dance, sya din yung unang pinakilala kong boyfriend ko saamin, at first time ko din na ipakilala ako sa pamilya nya na girlfriend nya ako, ang saya pala ng ganon. Mahal na mahal ko yun, kasi ang dami ko din natutunan sakanya, kahit minsan hindi ko naramdaman sakanya na mag kaibang mundo kami, hindi ko naramdaman sakanya na mahirap lang ako, hindi ko naramdaman na mag isa lang ako kasi lagi lang syang nandyan para sakin, kapag may sinasalihan ako sa school tapos wala kahit sino sa pamilya ko yung manunuod nandun sya, sinusuportahan nya ako lagi kahit anong gawin ko na alam nyang Masaya ako. Sobrang bait nya sakin pati ng pamilya nya, kaya kasalanan ko ba kung mahalin ko sya ng totoo? Wala kasi akong makitang dahilan para mag loko pa ko kasi naniniwala ako na natagpuan ko na yung taong mahal ako at tanggap kung ano ako at yung pamilyang meron ako. Hindi ako naiilang kasi alam nya lahat sakin, alam nya yung buong buhay ko, wala nakong kinakahiya sakanya kasi kilala nya na ako. Sobrang bait nilang lahat sakin, kaya puro pag mamahal lang yung pinapalit ko sakanila, yung pag mamahal ba na parang sya na talaga yung taong mamahalin ko habang buhay, sobrang mahal na mahal ko sya, na sya lang sa buong apat na taon ng buhay ko… hanggang ngayon. Kaso bat ganon? Ginawa ko naman yung lahat pero di parin sumapat, di parin ako sapat kasi nag hanap pa sya ng iba. Yung sobrang pag mamahal ko naging sobrang sakit lahat naging galit, wala akong magawa kundi umiyak lang ako ng umiyak kasi kahit anong gawin ko di ko na maibabalik yung panahon na nangyari lahat yun. Sobrang sakit lahat ng ginawa nya pero alam ko sya lang din yung mga aalis ng sakit na yun, kaya nung binalikan nya ako pumayag agad ako. Niyakap nya lang ako okay na ko! Pero wala pang isang linggo, nag sinungaling nanaman sya sakin, hindi ko intension na mag hiwalay na talaga kami kaso sobra na kasi, tao lang siguro ako at napupuno din. Birthday ko yun nung nag hiwalay kami. Ang saya lang ba kasi agad nyang binawi yung saya ko nung araw na yun. Hanggang sa mga oras na to hindi ko talaga alam yung gagawin ko, hinihintay ko parin sya hanggang ngayon na balikan nya ako, pero wala na talaga eh. Ngayon, ang nasa isip ko nalang talaga MOVE ON and open a new chapter of my life, na wala sya as a special one. Alam ko mahirap to pero alam ko kakayanin ko. New Year na bukas, New Life, New beginning. Be positive Carla. ;)

When we got a good thing ;)

When we got a good thing ;)

Everybody keeps telling me that I’ am such a lucky girl. Looking at you standing here I know I’ am. It’s my birthday today! And we had a dinner date, I’m so happy. Oooohhh I can’t believe that I’ve finally found you baby. You keep on bringing out the best in me, you make me laugh whenever I wanna cry and I need you now more that the air I breathe. I know this relationship will last forever, I know! I love you so much my superman! You’re such a wonderful person to me, and I thank GOD for giving me YOU! I love you. HAHA. I feel as if I’ am walking over the clouds with you. Ang saya ko ba ngayon! You made my day absolutely unforgettable, seriously. I love you, I love you, I really wanna kiss you, I really wanna hold you, and I really wanna hug you! I super love you my groom, my man, my everything. Thank you for this day Lord! Happy Birthday to me!