Hi my Everything, I miss you badly. I miss the days and nights of being with you. I miss your hugs and kisses, I miss your love, and I miss your smiles and laughs, I miss everything that we’ve been shared as one; eating with one plate, happy living life with each other, our good and bad times together, and those things that made our relationship sturdy and well-built. Isn’t it happy when your hear people says that they want to be like us, that they want to have a strong relationship like we have.  But every human being has no contentment in life, and that is the reason why we came to this point. To the point that we (almost) don’t want to see each other because we don’t want to feel the absence of one another. To the point that when you fall no one is there to help you stand, and when you run through the trials of life there’s no one to hold your hands and cheer you up. I keep on asking myself why? Why do you have to do all those shit to me? Why her? I mean the kind of person she is, I’m not degrading her but I know I’m (almost) better than her, than she is, than she was, than she will be.  Am I not enough? Does she love you more than I do? What does she gave you? Is she prettier than me? I know I’ am better than her, in many aspects of life but then she won, and you’re the prize. And the better one is now a big loser. But after all those things, I still love you and until now, I’m holding on to something that one day our love for each other will come back, knowing that it won’t. However, I’m still wishing and hoping and longing for the time, when we can be together again. I believe our love will find a way… ;)