Summer is here; in the lonely island. The place had filled with extreme deep loneliness. Any corner I go, I seem to feel blue, inspite all that, there is someone who introduces me to all the definition of real happiness. But I kinda feel that I’m sort of losing him, I seem to feel that I got what I need whenever he’s by my side.
All day and night I never wished for anything. Being with him is all I ever want. I’d even ignore the shines and ices of life for him. Is it wrong to love eternally and have it for real? Is it wrong to have this love for you? I don’t get why we have to get through these things. I feel so cursed. The people so dear to me leaves me one by one, I never get a chance to have my father on my graduations and special occasions. The man who brought me up, my grandpa, He left me unexpectedly. Now, I just lost the special family who I treat as my own. And who’s next? You?
I really hate why this has to happen to us. Am I that evil to be this damned? Is it evil to love you? Aren’t they happy somebody loves you much?
There’s only one thing I know I can hold on to, but I’m not sure it will last that long, remember when you promised whatever happens we’d never leave each others side. I really do hope that’s true. ‘cause imma hold on to that and gather all my strength for that. No give up okay? You promised. Everything will be okay… I love you and I will always do.
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